Today was....good. I saw Danielle! We didn't get to do much 'cause Mr. Watkins was being a cock! We did kiss a little before I left though. :D Hurray! School was okay but damn I hate mexicans that can't stop talking! SHUTUP ESSAY! EH VATO! Goddamnit, die die die. Can't do shit with these morons around. It was okay though 'cause third hour was a ( Read more... )

I'am all anxious like. I haven't been to school in a goddamn week! I'm so fucking behind. I have to do a math test, a math project and probably a English test. Plus all my extra worksheets and shit. Grrrrrr! Oh well they're probably easy, I'm just a lazy ass. :D I'm all excited to cause I get to see Danielle. I haven't seen her since like....two ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really just wanna say fuck it and by sometimes I mean..a lot. I broke up with Katie. I guess it really just wasn't going to work and not cause i didn't try. I must have called her, asked her to call, get online, see if she was busy on the weekend like a thousand times. Andrea is a total bitch because she's taking something that really ( Read more... )

I ruin everything. Every friend I ever had I lost pretty much cause I'm fucking stupid. I lost all the guysat Gamer's Edge cause I thought I was just kidding around but I didn't get that there's a line between kidding and hurting someone. I lost Andrea cause I let my depression get to me to much and said some stupid things that weren't true. I ( Read more... )

Last night was okay, than it was...bad. I mostly talked to Danielle and Sammy and messed around with my laptop. Than I got off and reattached everything to my main PC. I got on AIM and noticed Andrea was on so I decided to try and talk to her. That didn't go very well. I don't wanna go into the specifics but I was really depressed afterwards and ( Read more... )

Tonight I get to go to the play at my school! Totally sweet since I get in for 4 bucks. Some girl collapsed at out school today cause she didn't eat in like 5 days or something and all these cops came and one almost ran over a dog. It was pretty weird since I was standing there listening to music when everyone was freaking out. I didn't know what ( Read more... )

And indeed it is. Long time, no write yay! Not a whole lot to report. I don't go to Edge anymore since all those guys hate me but who cares because they suck yeah! Go...me? Yeah that's it! I'm way more into music now so that's kool. School's okay I just got my new classes and they're way hard so I have to pay ateention. That sucks. I FINALLY got ( Read more... )

I hate people. I really do. Mostly my "friends". I hate them the most. All my "friends" I'm supposed to be tight with now hate me. I'm sure it's mostly my fault but when isn't it? Honestly. What really pisses me off is Kevin. Fuck that guy. He's pissed at me cause on Mon. I came home to sleep. I hadn't slept in about 36 hours. So I'm sleeping and ( Read more... )

Well I do.....anywayz I'm bored as usual. This week is not an Edge week it's a sleep at home week. I got Halo 2...and than beat it the same day. There goes 50 bucks D'OH! Oh well. I got some new Cd's like Rage Against the Machine and The Clash. They're both pretty good. Schools flying by now and I don't know why. Maybe I shouldn't sleep so much in ( Read more... )

Welll,another unsuccessful day for me. It started normal but ended badly. I'm slowly coming to the realization that,I'm a total loner. I don't have any friends. nyone that says or acts as my friend either backstabs me,is full or shit or both. I'm never going to have a g/f again. I'm never going to have a friend again. I'm never going to be happy ( Read more... )