living in nh is awesome! well only sometimes. i miss a few people in lowell that i hardly get to see. but things are working out really well over here. im happy. im not sure what else i should say. there are a few things troubling my mind. but i think this'll be it for now and i'll vent when i see you later.

so it's been a while but only because i have a different lj and i've been writing blogs on myspace instead because i feel they can be more private or more or less you can choose the people you want to read them. a lot has been going on and a lot hasnt at the same time. i'm trying to move or well i am going to move to nh at the end of the summer or ( Read more... )

well things are ok and i feel fine. i'm thinking i should start burning down some bridges. it almost seems pointless to hold on. quiting coldturkey sounds great to me. i need to try and put my life in order and i dont need distractions right now. when december begins im going to be really busy anway and i won't really have time to spare. but when ( Read more... )

i feel almost relieved and like a weight has been taken off of me. but i still miss you and your presence. it's actually pretty logical. i completely support you. i know i'll miss you but i'll deal with that. i can actually focus on things i need to finally get done. i'm happy but sad. i know where i want to go in life and not worry about other ( Read more... )

life is amazing
i dont know if it could get any better than this
im in keene and im just happy
and i know my sister is too
im glad she finally found the right one
isn't life funny at how things could end up?
i think so
the awesomest things happen at the most randomest time and places
but hey
everything worked out in the end

im extreamely happy ( Read more... )

its strange how i feel i didnt think that things would turn out this way. atleast theres no hate towards her but i think a little sadness. i think i will just always miss being around her and her telling me how her day was and how she was feeling the whole time. the things i loved best was cuddling and sleeping next to each other and her rambling. ( Read more... )

well yeah lol ( Read more... )

truly happy :) i've missed this girl for so long and now shes back in my life. i care about her very much and now that shes back. i wont let her go...

not in a really friendly mood. i don't think i'll be going out this weekend at all, i'll just say fuck it and thank you very much for ruining my thanksgiving, must you always blow things out of proportion god always gotta make things fucking complicated and u always know the things to say to make me cry and feel so shitty and low and almost like ( Read more... )