To all that read my journal:

I have created a new one... this one is so last year. psh.

breaking out in hives is the coolest.

you are obviously NOT cool if you don't break out in hives.

obviously.

Woah, I haven't updated this in quite some time. I guess that is what happens when you don't have a computer at your house. Dan has been gone for three weeks today. It's not nearly as hard as I imagined it would be. In no way am I saying it's easy, but you get the idea... It's strange when someone becomes such a huge part of your life... how ( Read more... )

Every bad day I have ever had in Buffalo, the wind happens to be blowing extra hard. I almost got knocked over today ( Read more... )

Last night I saw T3. Best movie ever... what is even better is that it is definitely setting up another terminator movie. There were so many amazing Arnold lines. out of control. Tonight or Saturday i am going to see Matrix reloaded. I just saw the first one a few days ago... and despite thinking that I would hate it more than anything, it was ( Read more... )

I've been experiencing things (good things) that I never would have thought I would be going through. I owe a lot of it to mi amor. He's going to Chile in a week... but I'm okay. I am confident. I have faith.

The computer lab is closing... I have to go. I am hungry.

Sun burned, tired, dehydrated, in love, scared to death, sad, burdensome, did I mentioned SCARED?, hungry (when am I not?), sad.

Everyone visited this weekend and it was lots of fun. Dan's birthday was on Saturday, but he made me give him his presents Thursday night before we left to go back packing.
( run down )

Despite feelings of detachment and withdrawl, yesterday ended with an amazing experience. I've never felt like this before. No one has been able to reach me like this before. It makes me wonder if anyone has really ever cared enough to try. That's trivial ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was feeling pretty blue and hopeless. None of the places that I have applied to have called me back for an interview yet. It's pretty frustrating and I feel like I'm a waste of life. I didn't think Colleen was going to call me because it was already 11 o'clock and I could have sworn she said that she was going to call earlier and ( Read more... )

so yeah, I'm back in Buffalo. The night before I left I was pretty blue. My dad has a way of making me turn to mush and making me feel kind of guilty about leaving. I know he is happy for me, but it makes me sad nonetheless ( Read more... )