wow its been so long, i was so depressed before, tee hee hee, but now i own ass. i need to get with the friends i have, some have slipped away. that is bad. i want that to change. i also want to strengthen friendships with people that i like and wish to be accepted into their group. fuck people bashing cliques. everyone's cool, its just that some ( Read more... )

ive been thinkin about my life lately. of all the few people in it. the people i obsess over and then realize that nothing will ever happen so i slowly back off. the people i think are my friends but know that theyre not. the peole that i know are not my friends and want to kill. why, me, could have a great lifestyle due to my upbringing, hates my ( Read more... )

schools almost over, shit happened at the end that screwed up my life, but fuck mr. tonino, he can go burn in hell, so screw it my moms gunna help me ( i love my mommy) so its all gunna be good. I got the excellence award in health, so if anyone has any questions about sex or drugs, talk to me. But thats kinda ironic due to the fact that ill probly ( Read more... )

SOMEONE PLEASE LOVE ME

I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE

I FEEL EMPTY

PLEASE LOVE ME

my friend Jerry wants me to go to his friend's concert this weekend. I want to go to meet his other friends and possibly make them my own friends. The only problem is that my mom probly wont let me go. She doesnt really approve of my other friends, as they can be considered "goth" and im considered "prepy" or "geeky", but i dont really like ( Read more... )

If there is someone on your friends list you would like to take, strip naked,
tie them to a bed post, lick them until they scream, then screw them until both
of you are senseless and unable to screw anymore, then wait about five minutes
and do it all over again, then post this exact sentence in your journal

I had my final leadership meeting today. We had to do presentations on what we learned, so me and my best buddy Tyler did a powerpoint on bullying. Three out of the six other people did a powerpoint on bullying. Ours was not the best. It was good, but others were better. Im happy it is over. I feel that overall it was good for me, but it was a ( Read more... )

I have a ton of Geometry homework to do but I dont feel like doing it. i had a track meet today tho so my mom is probly going to get mad if i dont do it. Were doing volume and stuff like that of wierd figures, and i missed the first two days of it when i was in tennesse on the band trip, which was really fun, especially because i kinda quit the ( Read more... )