cheaaa. haven't seen this page in a while. a decided to take some time out for myself & update ( Read more... )

So I guess I only post to livejournal when I'm depressed now. I feel it's the only place I have to vent/ let things out without getting a general response that is most likely fake. So if you don't wanna hear a jumbled vent of mine, read no further ( Read more... )

I hate not feeling like I'm wanted nor loved. I hate my "dad". He hardly deserves the title of "dad". He is a piece of fucking shit. I can't even count on both of my hands how many times he has missed a birthday, softball game, swim meet, christmas & even GRADUATION. he is a waste of space on earth ( Read more... )

So things have been pretty stressful for me lately. I've been super busy with school & work. Brooke & I are the only ones who work now..making me have like crazy ass hours..I wouldn't usually mind but it's during finals. I already had my computer class final as well as my ASL. I received A's on both of them. woooo ( Read more... )

I'm so dissapointed in my friends.

Midterm in my medical terminology class tomorrow. I'm a mess right now. I'm totally no ready for this. but IF i bomb this one..I guess I can make it up with other test? idno. I'm trying so hard to do well this semester.

So yesterday was crazy as hell ( Read more... )

well, well. look who's postin to lj. ME! I have been a stranger to this thing for a while. I have been extremely busy with trying to keep up with school (which I have been) & workin ( Read more... )

In the process of gettin ready for work..i got on lj and was readin everyones post. I feel like I have lost contact with alot of people. I miss having a social life. I miss laughing with the girls over nothing. I miss just being satisfied with hanging out at the house, the simple things ( Read more... )

steven just called me ♥ it made my day

hes in michigan and i miss him :[