I am feel REALLY motivated today! Not 100% sure why...there is just so much that I want to do for the month of April! I am going to focus on upping my cardio to an hour a day (in addition to my normal work out), I am also going to be focusing on learning Japanese. I've been listening to Japanese conversation almost everyday and I am actually ( Read more... )

what it would be like to do something that you really love and are really passionate about? Something that when you wake up you can't wait to do your work? You are so enthralled with it you can only think of what more you can do to make your job better, to make those in the same role better, how to work best with your counterparts? Even when you ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've posted...my life has been an interesting rush of events...in October I learned that my aunt had an inoperable brain tumor and would most likely not live to the end of the year. I realized around that time how much I couldn't stand my job...my weight loss came to a halt as I lost motivation to continue...my progression ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why, but more recently I've been obliviously happy...this feeling strikes me the deepest whilst dancing...not just WCS...but also ballet, blues, balboa, contemporary...I'm in my own little world. This world is warm, kind, peaceful, and transparent. When I'm in the deeper state of oblivion nothing else matters just that moment in time ( Read more... )

I know...I just can't stop talking about the weight loss...but I REALLY love shopping now! My new pants are starting to get loose already so I went and tried on one size down...and...it is a bit tight around the waist, but I can't believe I got it over my legs and butt! :-D I am predicting one more size down by either end of this month or in the ( Read more... )

Well...dancing school :-) On Tuesday's I have ballet, Wednesday I have Contemporary dance, Thursday I have ballet...and Friday and Saturday, who knows ( Read more... )

So this morning I did my end of the month measurements and I'm happy to say -7 inches :-D ( Read more... )

I realized this morning that I am in such an odd place in my life. I'm feeling overwhelming selfish. I believe that everyone needs to be selfish to an extent, so that they may best take care of themselves, to translate into the ability to take care of others...however, today after I got off the scale I thought to myself, "This is the most ( Read more... )

So...I got to thinking tonight...much like everything in my life, I am reading way too many books and not finishing any of them! Because of my ADD-like personality I have such a history of starting multiple things then not finishing...video games is another prime example...I have got to be playing about 3-4 games right now...haven't touched them ( Read more... )

No matter how fearless a person is, or may believe he is fear is one of the strongest feelings (to me) that impacts how I live my life. I am not skittish in anyway...but think about it, think of how you live your life, why you make some of the decisions that you do ( Read more... )