When I think about the way I was living for the past two years, it makes me sick. My behavior, my lifestyle choices.. I was so confused and it was all so wrong and I'm so grateful to be at the place where I am today ( Read more... )

i've been working my ass off, between the spa and san francisco i've barely had time to breathe.
but i'm kind of loving it.

After an audition for Covergirl on Thursday, Ian and I jetted off to Japan. We left at 6 am Friday, and had a layover in Vancouver.. B.C.'s acutally VERY beautiful ( Read more... )

at this point in my life i have EVERYTHING i could ever want ( Read more... )

oh my gosh ( Read more... )

i just got a call from FORD and they want to meet with me on monday. AHH!!!

soo i just got back from tokyo and the trip was so incredible that i haven't yet found the words to even START to describe it.
my boyfriend's amazing.. i'm way too lucky.

my music video posted today! woo!!

tonight.. date wtih the bf. <3
tomorrow.. pilates, training at work, then dinner party with my besties.
friday.. santa barbara day trip with swebb.
saturday.. off to japan, and back in time to see jess and bradley for a few days.
thursday.. graycie home.
april 16-22.. thailand, FINALLY.
hopefully this all follows through accordingly.
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i'm leaving the country soon and a lot of my things that were stolen from me in newport would be really nice to have right now. like my dresses. and bathing suits. just my clothes in general.
this makes me sick.

i think i'm heading off to japan tomorrow for the weekend ( Read more... )