I am completely head over heals in love with him.

up·per·class·man [uhp-er-klas-muhn ( Read more... )

this past week has been the absolute greatest ( Read more... )

I am so SICK of you calling me at 1am drunk, just to tell me how much you love me and that some day we'll be together again. We wont. I'm sick of you waking up the next morning feeling sick and calling me to apologize for calling me and then you claim that what you said last night didn't mean what it sounded like. You were drunk and could hardly ( Read more... )

Picnic lunches. I make you an egg salad sandwich on white toast with a table spoon of mayo, a pinch of salt and pepper and sliced perfectly down the center creating two symmetrical sandwiches. You make me one of your famous grilled cheese sandwiches. Two slices of white American cheese strategically placed between two pieces of white bread, ( Read more... )

I honestly don't mind waking up at 6 am to take a shower, get dressed, cover up my insecurities with 50 lbs of eyeliner and mascara which will inevitably end up being rubbed off after first mod anyways, and venturing out into the pouring rain on my way to school. I'm actually surprised that I even show up given the whole situation. It doesn't ( Read more... )

Sarah I've really taken your advise to heart. I never really realized how must I let adam conrol my life, and how little I did about it. You are compltely right. I have no self control. That's why things just keep spinning out of hand and I wind up doing things I almost always leter regret.

But it's time for me to take back control.

Adam-
I never ( Read more... )

I'm stuck in the first few weeks of march. I think back to when I promised myself that I was going to make some physical and emotional changes by june back in the begining of february, I feel like that was two weeks ago, and that I still have a solid 3.5 months left. But in truth, I only have about 7 weeks ( Read more... )

I've decided that I'm going to post weekly updates about my progress ( Read more... )

I'm hoping that by this summer I can unleash the new me. I'll be over the post-breakup depression, I'll be 15 pounds lighter, and I'll have a completely different outlook on life ( Read more... )