ohhh life. if theres one bit of advice id give my friends it would be "if youre in a band...never introduce me to your band members" hahaha...Im terrible...I destroy these damn musicians and eat em for breakfast rawr.

okay...i lied...youre great...dammit

woah buddy youre moving much too fast...ive been with psychos before but it seems you may be becoming the leader of the pack...lets just hope you prove me wrong.

Life is too much fun...I was really missing out lately. My standards had been lowered so much up until now. Being home just reminds me of who I am...I know I'm shy around people I don't know very well and as much as I love the Portland folk...no one there really knows me. Here I can be my usual crazy opinionated self. I think I'm much more ( Read more... )

mwahaha I love being single. It allows me to do all the same things I did when I wasn't...but guilt free hehehe...this is the good life.

I'm beginning to wonder...was I ever really happy or was I just drunk? I'd like to believe the former...In fact I do...Others believe the latter but whatever...When you work around people who are dying all the time it makes me think of the future even less. I know what I want to make me happy...I don't care what other people think of it...or how ( Read more... )

I feel like shit...really. I'm a terrible friend. I know I'm not going to go out tonight. I just can't do it. I can't do parties anymore...I don't know why...I just can't. I feel really bad about it because I need to see my friends...but I can't do it. I wish I wasn't so damn miserable but what can I do...Eventually I'll come out...I thought ( Read more... )

I've been home less than a week and already the drama has begun. It sucks cuz it just gets in the way of me seeing my real friends...I turned off my cellphone and I'm hiding out in my room...I hate that I have to do it but whatever...I'm a fucking prick

Hey everybody..My cellphone just plain isn't working. I saw that you just called Natalie but when i tried to answer nothing happen...I thinkkkk you left a voice message but i can't get at that either...I've been on the phone with cingular all day so yeh...eventually hopefully I'll be able to get a hold of everybody again gahhh...

I don't get some people...I feel like I play an insignificant role in numerous lives...I think the livers of these lives exaggerate my role greatly. I always feel like I'll remember these people but we'll always fall out of touch. But nope...everytime I'm about to come back to Chicago all these heads pop up waiting for me...I just don't get it... ( Read more... )