Lets see.. Today i woke up early, and got ready and everything, it felt good, bc my day was so much longer..  I hung out with Brandon pretty much alday, Dejuan for a lttle while.  But lets see Brandon and i hung out at his house than came to my house with the pizza that his mom bought us, thanks!!  THan i was having this talk with this gurl on line ( Read more... )

Ok.. So lets talk about yesteryday.. oh boy.. it sucked... I dont even remmeber what i did actualyl, besides i worked, and than came home and than went to brandons to hang out.. My mom called me when i just got there and was like come home.. i dindt know what she was talkin about.. My room wasnt clean, so came home and everything that was in my ( Read more... )

Ok today is not a new day... Same ol same ol.. Getting ready for work and just about to cry everytime i listin to the radio.. it was good for me though bc i hung out with brandon and dejuan, they are good friends~

Yesterday i just got back from up north, and lets see... Well im not supose to see buddy, but i still was, not really though, we never ( Read more... )

Ok.. another day.. just another day... So i woke up at noon, finally i got to sleep in.. finally!  than i worked out side iwth my dad for a little bit, i probably should have more than i did.. Than i did laundry and stuff... than i went to ericas graduation party, i stayed there for about 40 minutes... Sarah was leaving just as i was getting there ( Read more... )

Who would have thought that it would be this difficult to move on... to go forward and forget everything and eliminate the man of my dreams in 24 hours... yea yeah yeah you all can complain how i am still talkin about this...Well today i woke up at stephs bc i spent the night there, and than left at 9 to go home bc i had to babysit at 10, babysat ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day... Lets see i woke up at like 9:55 had to babysit at 10 i was there early! lol.. so i babysat until  noon. Than i went home and did stuff around here like walk the dog and so on, till about 2 smething, than i went and chilled with jo and keith, well just went to burger king, than after that i went to Stephs, sat there while ( Read more... )

i am right back where i started, what is wrong iwth me? this is not normal i don tthink... like i dont feel compleete if i dont write.. what the hell? i feel like a freak.. its weird i am seeing so many thing just going to thorugh my head that i want to write and should but i just cant think of a way to put them. its weird... its like, did you ever ( Read more... )

Ok journal, something that i really will be needing for a while, it seems that if i am not on myp hone talkin to someone, or with someone, or writting in here about whats goin on, i am writting in my paperback journal.. IT sucks.. it feels good to express my feelings in my written journal, because they make such good sense, but it sucks because its ( Read more... )

Yeah...Well it seems that things just keep getting worse.. No Allison im not going to sit here and mope around the house alday or whatver you say i do.. But i think that i have every right to have my heart broken and have it hurt.. Ok.. you may be wondering what this is about.. I officially can not see buddy, and if i do my car is histoy.. You ( Read more... )

god.. i was so excited, i thought that i had a chance to go to the jessica simpson concert, but Allison doesnt want to go!! So close.. i could feel it... OUt of any concert besides Bruce Springsteen thats the one that i would want to go too...

Ahhhhh.....................................................