So Cox cut off my tv and internet, even though my bill is paid and paid on time and they show no outages in my area. so i called to see the problem and they couldn't tell me... So i told them that i'd rather not keep with them as i'm moving out in a month anyway. so i have no internet and no tv... i can only catch up when i'm at steves and when i ( Read more... )

i've got a lot of thinking to do about the concept of friendship and how i seem to think if someone is mad at me that theyr'e don with me, i don't seem to think i'm worthy of forgiveness and that i feel like i have to ask for it more than the average bear. i feel like a watered down version of myself these days and i'm really trying to get over it ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even
if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you
& me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad. When you're
finished, post this little paragraph on your blog & be surprised
(or mortified) about what people remember about you.

i don't know what's up with me, i'm out of it ( Read more... )

today i feel anxious. like i have too much to do and no time to do it in.

so around 10 today i felt much better about my head ( Read more... )

wow what am i doing up? so it's official i watch too much sex in the city. last night me, amy, alyssa and beth went to marker to see joes band play. i have no physically seen joe since we broke up. he's a great drummer in a pretty average cover band. but i always manage to have a good time. it was nice to see he, sam and phil again ( Read more... )

what can i say but marketing got me. after watching too many movies like the divine secrets of the yaya sisterhood and it's younger counterpart sisterhood of the traveling pants, tripppled with too much reflection in sex in the city i made today a most desperate attempt to make my grandmother my pen pal. i sent her a stuffed turtle and a letter ( Read more... )

So sometimes i just feel like disappearing from the world and i go days on end without actually speaking to anyone. today when i finally got up the courage to listen to my voicemails i had 17 new messages, most from my mother. after the number grows above 4 i tend to hide from the chore like a plague. i just know at least one of those messages ( Read more... )

forgot to mention my new obsession with sex and the city and that i found a cockroach turtleing in my bathtub today when i got home to see if i had hot water, it was waiting for me, it was laying a trap, it thought it had me, that i'd bend down to give it's carcus a proper burrial at sea (in the toliet) but no, i stomped it's stupid ass then ( Read more... )