i think brian is the worst character ever.

i feel like i'm lost. i feel like i'm all the bad patches of every outfit i've ever worn, if outfits were memories and grass-stains were mistakes. i feel rotten. i wonder what you wonder, i wonder what is wrong with me and how long will it last. i wonder if all those people i've hurt and neglected will ever really open their arms and hearts to ( Read more... )

i think i might be moving, to myspace that is, i just find it more user friendly and there are more people on it, i don't really see the point of cross posting and i like looking at pictures. so if you're looking for my musings, find them there.... look me up under the email natalienothin@yahoo.com

Well, today is mine and Steves 6 month anniversary. We planned to go out to dinner. In my most fancy dreams I thought we'd end up at the Steak and Ale. Boy was I mistaken. He got home around 3pm from Manassas Run and I had been home for a while from Mass. I asked him where we were going for dinner and he said, to my surprise, that we had ( Read more... )

what is it about me and high school that it leaves a sour taste in my mouth and a strong desire never to see anyone from it ever again. are the people we thought were super cool in high school really any cooler than we are? or is it just our own insecruities that give them that "power". I just found the "cool" group of kids on myspace, you know ( Read more... )

just in case you missed my last update.

Steve and I were in a car wreck and totaled his car.

but don't worry, we're fine.

SO Merry Christmas to all. Steve and I had a wonderful Christmas with my family and left in the wee hours of the morn the night of the 25th and drove through the night and five states to get to Chicago. We were on our way to Steves sister Debbies house (about a 10 min drive from it) and some girl had stopped her van dead still in the middle of ( Read more... )

i moved into steves yesterday, i'm sleepy. very very happy but sleepy. for some reason the city of hampton thinks it's ok to have school monday and tuesday before the christmas break, i think it's stupid. personally i'd rather go two days later in the summer and have these two days to shop, but hey i don't make the rules ( Read more... )

good god i'm busy, i think i'm losing my mind. i have so much to do i can't even remember it all when i'm thinking. i make lists in my head and forget them faster that i usually forget stuff. argh... i'm back to work.

so today was my right of welcome, or is it rite of welcome at Mass. either way it was pretty aweome and really powerful. spent the rest of the day with Jamie and Alyssa bonding ( Read more... )