when he's not with me i feel so empty. i feel like if i were with him i could make sure everything was alright, protect him in a way ( Read more... )

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sometiems i just can't manage to do anything. today is one fo those days. my body hurts from tubing, but it was an awesome good time ( Read more... )

the more i think about it the less i should place any real time or emotional investment in my horoscope. i am far too superstitious as it is. but now it's a habbit i have a hard time breaking. i've always been pretty prone to worry and thought that somehow it safegaurded me from something otherwise unavoidable. i realize now all it did was make ( Read more... )

what a day i had, i went to kings dominon with logan which was awesome, went to the beach with brad, got lost in portsmith, and went to a party at matts ( Read more... )

so i broke rule number one of things girls never do.... i left joe a very angery message on his machine. the top of each word turning into a serrated blade, running along the underside of my throat. my temper got the best of me again. i don't know that i can recover from this.

what a day. on the way into work i caught a five year old with a wardrobe malfunction and took her to the office we found her some clothes to wear so she wouldn't be showing her nips all day. this is the same girl that yesterday was in time out and couldn't sit like a lady in a skirt and so had to stand in timeout so we didn't see her underroos ( Read more... )

i don't know why but i'm filled with sadness tonight. today was my last day teaching kids on my first year as a teacher, that may have something to do with it. after school i went right to cheddars and met up with amy and beth, i then went shopping with amy where we danced in express and tried on awful things and played dress up and laughed a lot ( Read more... )