Today is bad, and I have no where to go but further down into the darkness. Unfortunately I am taking my family with me. I wish I could change, I wish I knew how to fix me but I can't. I think they might be better off without me.

The muse is board and needs to express themselves, however, they have no path to go down. Any suggestions?

I have not been writing enough... but then when your as exhausted at the end of the day... well life just roles on... might get back to this more often when I can.

I don't know been busy and unable to blog but not really feeling the need to... oh well...

Well today was the dreaded and yet much needed day! Greg's SSDI hearing was this morning and after many years of no he finally got a yes!. They are making him a step 5 disabled person. In the end what does this mean? it means income that he is responsible for and an easing on me. For which I am eternally grateful for. I love him very much but there ( Read more... )

So I missed the display last night, darn it... connected with some old friends on Myspace last night. I feel old today... But then so are they...

The new computer arrived today! sill waiting for the monitor but it will get here...

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There are moments in our lives that can be very interesting. Right now due to a flood on Sunday we have had to have a wall removed from our working space. They have a major hepa filter going full blast (not as loud as a jet engine but more like a constant driving wind with no ebe and flow ( Read more... )

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