I'm becoming more and more convinced that before I'm 30 I'll be dead. I don't know why. I just feel an overwhelming sense of short-termedness to my life. I feel so trapped in a life that I don't feel like I want. There are positive sides to it. But overall, this is not what I want. I'm so afraid that one day, I'll just do it. I'll end it all. I don ( Read more... )

WOW. An hour ago I was sleeping. Now my wife is showing me the positive test that she took for pregnancy. I'm so nervous. I want to be a good daddy. I want to be a good husband. I'm so afraid that I don't have what it takes to raise a child. We're going to go to the doctor for an official test. But these things are 99% accurate so it's pretty set ( Read more... )

TOnight went really well. I fell like I nailed my vocals and I feel like my guitar work was good too. I was playing backgroud shit at Filly's. It made it weird cuz no one really cared. That was also nice cause i was able to open up and just be me. I made up a song on the spot. It was hillarious. Anyway. things were good and it' was fun.

It's been a long time since i've written here. I guess I just get busy with other stuff. I've got a gig tomorrow night. I'm going to do some cool stuff. My sets will be about 45 minutes and I'll do two of them. I hope that the new manager of Phillies is still good on the gig. here are the set lists ( Read more... )

Damn, it's been a while since the last time I posted ( Read more... )

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Tonight was the most amazing night!!! I really enjoy Hootie and the Blowfish, i think they're cool. Tonight at their show, after partying with them the night before, they pulled me up on stage to sing "Let her Cry." The crowd was freaking out and I almost dropped the mic!!! It was so freakin' cool. Just thought you'd all like to know.

This weekend i played guitar until i wore through the callises on my fingers. I hurt so bad. It sucked. I had a blast though. I perfected a new trick on my guitar. I can make my electric sound like an organ. If I put a little chorus on it, it sounds like one of those Hammonds B3 organs. It's cool shit. I also found a new pedal set up that makes my ( Read more... )

That's how much longer I have in this fucked up country ( Read more... )

I had a horrible day, but a great evening. It's odd. Today was busy as hell and stressful. I think I'm gray. Work really sucked ( Read more... )