nevermind

i hate myself. and what ive become.

i love my new job ( Read more... )

i love you my beautiful gorgoues cutiepants dork <333 :o)

yeah im tired of not being confindent in myself any more ( Read more... )

i played my baby mmmmm a.k.a. best bass ever. i just took all my frustrightion out. it felt really really good. now combine that with running everyday ill be set until summer. i really miss running, i remember now that it helped me deal with stress and everything else. when i ran i was happy and could take on the world. now i feel like theres ( Read more... )

want to forget because then if i do, it was like we never met eachother and had so many indescribeable times i wish it never ended. but it did and you want me to forget about you. part of me hopes that youll be mine again but then i relize its visa versa with me. remember how i said i didnt want to go through that much pain with sabreena? thats ( Read more... )

im so emotionally depressed i cant cry. i just want to sleep the entire day away ( Read more... )

im glad i get to miss one of the greatest shows ill probably see this year....ive waited for so long to see this show. now i cant because i was late and i lied. god damn it, everything is my fucking falut it always is and always will be, no matter how hard i try someone will always blame me for something. i h

i really dont want to do this at all...but if it shows you your the one i want then okay ( Read more... )