HEAR YE HEAR YE ( Read more... )

you know thoes day, when nothing goes right? today is one of thoes days. worked was a disaster. had to take my car in...$847 dollars later i come home thinking i can just relax...nope i has to have a spoonful of lecture about my life goals and future plans.....no im sitting in my room with the lights off just waiting for my next big surprise. i ( Read more... )

so its 2:30 in the morning and im sitting in my room. i just got home from hanging out with my friends at denny's (only 24h. place in Mira Mesa) and i was thinking....well, let me say for the record that i have been thinking a lot the past couple days/weeks. so i kinda had a mental breakdown on tuesday for thoes of you who were there. not pretty. i ( Read more... )

today is red lipstick day

i deleted my myspace. this is good.

so here we are living this crazy mixed up thing called life. i spent a lot of time waiting. but not anymore. i cant wait for you to make me happy i cant wait for you to move. lifes waiting to begin. i am stong and i can do this on my own. i am passionate i am determined i am greatful. i am filled with an inexpressible and glorioius joy. i am ( Read more... )

so i have been super bummed the last couple weeks. i dont know why. i feel like there is something missing in my life. school work sleep school work sleep thats about it.....i know ill get over it, just a matter of time. but for right now...im kinda sad....

What is the desire of your heart? What is the longing in your soul? Mine? I want to be wanted. Loved. Cherished. Fought for. I want to be irreplaceable. If that’s asking too much I want to be called beautiful. Beautiful by someone who will never leave me or take advantage of me. Someone who wants to be with me because they enjoy me not because they ( Read more... )

every song ends, but that should not keep you from listening to the music.

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