I remember only bits of the dream now, but I was alone in my house, like alwAys, and then I called superman, threatened to out him as clark kent unless he brought me chicago hotdogs and a beer.  he brought them, called me pal, and runined the end of Arrow season two.  then flipped me the bird and asked where the bus stop was.

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it's been almost a month. not sure what that counts for, but i keep the bottle out of my hand, and that seems to make people happy. they know i don't want to talk, but as long as they think i should be i keep having to go back. last shrink was a quack, but at least he let me do what i wanted.. "go drink a few beers, and call people up and yell at ( Read more... )

i just cant

Drinking had to stop, apparently. Harder than I figured.but doc said I was quickly dying.. Who knew, apparently I'm good at throwing that around. No more hospitals but I'm having to talk to the docs three times a damn week. Always the same fucking questions.. For months now.. Can't we be over it yet? What appended was fucked, we all get that. Let ( Read more... )

it went as far as it could have and thank thr lord. B wasnt called to testify. I'm done with all of thia bullshittl.  my lawuer sa ys that the family could still aue me, but as none of them have even BEEN here, thats unlikely. he alao told me not to go celebrate my freedom but fuxk that. . B did come to the trial, each day, but as soon as it was ( Read more... )

i have wondered this for SO LONG...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8Hn11aPZyM

awake, in a house I dont know. I'm alone but dont have my belt or shoe laces.  I know that means either I was in jail or detox. no idea which. . ah looks like they are in my satchell. which apparently I was sleeping with?  yeah I need to get out of this house.  after I help myself to some of this ibuprofen and oj. holy hell this hoise is huge!

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its like there are only 4 cops in the fucking city anymore.. and tehy all know all about my shit.. its funnmy to watch them get all sad for me, but as long as i keep getting "just a wsarrnign this times" im pretty good. hahah apparently the husabnd wanted top punch me, and i was going to let him, as long asi got to grope his wife. i make great ( Read more... )

shitty bands., straight kentucky bourbon whiskey, and giant burritos.. even had the enocounter with a married woman offering me a joint. this is how life is.. oh god now im no lifejopurnal.. it IS 2005.. jesus.. whats next.. flirt with girls on instant messnger. check! im on it.

drinking is relaly the best.. docter can suck iut,

back onlline, back in the hospital. spent a few days here jow... guess I cant go at it like I'm 20 anymore. doc tells me that I have to stop with the booze, and apparently the magic brownies sean fed me.  I dont rememebr going out into a feild but thats where theu found me.  finally gave me my phone back, but theu wont give me half the things in my ( Read more... )