One door opens as another closes....

[nattycat]

I just wish I knew what door was doing what. I sit here, trying to be quiet as S. sleeps. My heart breaks with knowledge of the pain and anger and the utter amounts of icy blackness that I see him in. I know this pain, this anger, and this black feeling that only he can put into words. "Hell hath no fury like a scorpion scorned." Such sound,

Comments

[zorra]

ok are you TRYING to make me cry?

[nattycat]

No I am not trying to make you cry. I just used LJ for something else this morning. Usually I dont open up much, especially with people that could potentially hurt me. There is a HUGE interveiw process people have to go through with me before I let them in.... most of the time, people dont even realize they are going through it. But today, I just felt like getting some of it out. Could have been due to the very little sleep as my brain would not shut off, or the overload of emotions as I have dealt with so many different things in the past few weeks, or who knows why. But no Zorra-girl, I am not trying to make you cry.