i feel really alone ( Read more... )

life can be decieving in so many ways ( Read more... )

im having a GIRL!!!!!

omg.

yay.

<3

yesterday, i bought a book. it was relatively big, i mean it wasnt small..about 26 chapters..and i finished it. last night ( Read more... )

i hate those phone calls. i can feel the hot flash come on and my stress level skyrocket. he drives me crazy. i feel like a broken record, "no. no. no." and his constant, "why?! why?! why?!" i dont feel that i have to justify my feelings anymore. the situation is what it is. deal with it. accept it. compromise?! what is there to compromise? im ( Read more... )

i have no idea where i belong anymore. in life in general and as well as a social scene. i guess i dont really care to be in any category anyway, but its strange to feel yourself drift away from those you thought to be closest to you. there are very few i feel i am close to anymore. or that even care to have a relationship with me in the first ( Read more... )

new years eve once again. tiny drops of happiness leak out my mouth like a loose faucet, creating a smile with eyes glowing like a saphire sky...yet consumed by total confusion..wondering...why? how? wtf...betrayed and backstabbed so many times and they all wonder the cause of my actions...the reasons behind my pain and constant relapse of such a ( Read more... )

His eyes were open yet he could not see ( Read more... )

In this coffin made for two ( Read more... )

thoughts and desires no longer linger in this clarified mind ( Read more... )