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rolling with the punches
how could you not realize how you affect me is there soemthing wrong with your brain? if the smallest thing is your excuse then i am not worth more than that silly excuse so why do i stay? because i am a terrible selfish person who has a sense of duty or love only to his family and no other. I thought i added another to that list but how quickly ( Read more... ) -
big changes
hiya! well the room is set the food is bought the freinds are comin in soon, i broke up with my girlfriend, i tried to hold on to her to long, when the love is gone, move on, been playin paintball every day which is awesome and i am becoming more and more obsessed with whether or not i am living my life to an extent that satisfies me, do i hold on ( Read more... ) -
is there ever a real subject
well then, things are looking up school is coming, im all packed, relationships getting back on track, making mad bills, getting back in my running groove ( Read more... ) -
my bunions is burnin!
chemical burn on my feet! it was bad, i ran 3 miles barefoot to get some skin off my feet and it worked pretty well, i didnt eat so much food today, i prob got some pizza in there somewhere anyway today life seems to be looking up, packing is going well, im making money, certain people are talking more and im planning on selling the warhammer dudes ( Read more... ) -
busy busy
oh look I'm bleeding...huh ( Read more... ) -
communing with bricks
Has anyone ever heard the expression look into the void and it also looks into you? I think that is probably of of the truest quotes I've read, or in reality it's probably the most relevant at this moment. I have recently carried on quite a few conversations that were decidedly one sided, and when that is exactly the opposite of what you want, it ( Read more... ) -
honey im home!
yaaawn well for those of you who are wondering what ive been up to for past 3 years or so, ive been up to stuff. Lots and lots of stuff i ran an ultra marathon, climbed mountains, learned skills, became a volunteer, got drunk (jk I'm not 21 how would I get drunk) and found one of those little electrontic dogs from tiger (the fucker will NOT stop ( Read more... ) -
hmm
Well, today carrie boron asked me to go to prom with her and I said yes. This was so totally unexpected as I didnt even know that it was this month. Then as my mind had time to worry I realized that there is nobody more naive than me about dances and stuff. I have never worn a tux (and I don't think I will) I cant dance, I dont know if I have to ( Read more... ) -
cool
I am reading this amazing book about the brain. Its caled An alchemy of mind and it explains feeling, emotions, perceptions, and everything else about your thoughts. Ever page is so facinating I have to tell my dad about what I just read. Like did you know that there is a half a second delay between you percieving something and then actually ( Read more... ) -
Rip van winkle wakes
Well its been sooo long since I wrote in this. You let things slip for a second and you forget. Also I have been stressing about everything under the sun. Sat, college, grades, friends, feet, school and life in generall. Deperession is by the the dumbest mental disease ever. I mean when the brain evolved, why would it purposfully make itself feel ( Read more... )