Who ever said they were going to be a cat lady before me is wrong. Happy Halloween. I officially hate my life and my cat is sitting on my keyboard.  I think she might know so she is blocking me from writing but  I am sure she just wants to be pet. I think I am done, after ten amazing years. I think I am just tired and sick and helpless ( Read more... )

i can't fucking sleep.

Today while bartending I received a $100.00 tip.

I have cleaned and organized most of my life. This includes paying off most of my bills, cleaning my house, and rearranging my room. I have yet to conquer my car and my last photography job. In the back of my mind I am wondering why I am doing this all and the only answer I can come up with is that I want my life to be neat and tidy if my plane

The boy went to jail. I danced. I felt good, I talked and felt good again. I spent money and didn't care. The Rapture was good. I am kind of happy. Sandi's joint got stuck on her shoe and she didn't get kicked out and that can make anyone smile.

I just got a deposit for my first real photography job all by my lonesome. I am pretty excited about it. I'm into making $150.00/hr.

Now I have to go make my parents an Easter basket.

I feel like my head is going to explode

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My car is near totaled. I am very sad and have cried a lot in past two days. I also have been very drunk, the weekend is blurring into one. I think I am going to have to get a rental car and that is lame.

life = <3