This is the first real day back in the reality of life and I am not finding it too much fun, leaving Jenna in Florida was the hardest thing I ever had to do and it still stings now, that feeling you get when you can't breathe? That's what it feels like being without her right now ( Read more... )

Ok so I have neglected to update my journal but then it hasn't exactly been needed, no news is good news and I don't want to fill this place with bad news ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me and why no one seems to understand where I am coming from. I sometimes wonder myself on why I always seem to think and see things on a different level ( Read more... )

Today is the day I am not meant to talk to my girlfriend all day, but we both know that we will speak. I don't mean to say that she will call me or I will call her or that we will leave each other private messages. Just that through what I write here and what she wrote yesterday and maybe today well we are letting each other know how we are feeling ( Read more... )

Relationships ( Read more... )

Man work sucks so bad right now, loads and loads of things just fell down in the virtual world not good ( Read more... )

Yup it's Monday the most Soul Crushing day of the week, well it's now been two weeks since I last saw my girlfriend and doing well considering ( Read more... )

I actually managed to watch Jersey Girl last night, it was a little better than I expected it to be really and some moments did make me smile, I kind of feel like Ben Afflecks character in some ways because like him I too act like a real jerk and say some jerky things but like him I would say that I am a decent guy and on the whole I make the right ( Read more... )

I upset my girlfriend Jenna this afternoon and now I feel crappy because she has done a lot for me and she is the one I love ( Read more... )

I would like to say that I am starting this with a smile on my face, yesterday was a good day and I am glad to say it re-confirms what I knew, I am going to have a succesful relationship ( Read more... )