I have got my Brum Kelly Clarkson ticket now thanks to the O2 presale! WAHOO! Fanclub presale tomorrow. YAY ( Read more... )

Okay, what's with the mixed bag of venues for Kelly? As initimate as the Birmingham Academy to the large capacity venue of the Wembley Arena. If Wembley ends up standing I may cry. There are 20 entrance fecking doors. 20!!!! Not happy.

YAY FOR BRUM THOUGH and on a Saturday! :D

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Love this - So much Emotion.

On another note - Kelly UK tour dates. Now please.

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DECEMBER!!!!! I have a ticket. Happy times.

I adore Hayley. Awesome on the live Lounge t'other day!

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My eldest niece is growing up fast. Bless her. Seems like yesterday that she was only a baby.


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Started to feel hormonal again- or perhaps I'm just tired? Feel like I could cry at a drop of a hat. But I'm going to try and refrain.My eyes are still sore from a week-long cry-fest ( Read more... )

It seems everyday now I'm reading comments putting me down, slagging me off, calling me a bitch I can't cope with it anymore. It's really getting to me because I'm not a nasty person. Feel like I'm forever going to be punished. I've made mistakes and done things I'm not proud of. I can't change them, so will I be attacked for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

I am the eclipse blocking the light.

I am the cold taking away the heat

I just want it to be goodnight.
Forever, forever goodnight

I am the last breath.

Eyes are shut.

Silence.

I am all the hate in the world
I am the darkness
I am lost,
lost in the darkness
No light
No me

Goodnight, forever, goodnight.

I hate the person I've become. It's not me and I don't want to be this person anymore. It's hit me how horrible Ive been and how many people I've hurt. I don't know what was wrong with me. What upsets methe most is that was those who were always there for me. the ones I cared about the most.

All I can be is sorry, so sorry.