sociology exam was pretty straight forward...though i was nervous...i think its the hall, or not knowing what to expect. i have a headache, and going for the rapid absorbtion method for history tomorrow...it works for rice. feeling quite cheerful, though sleepy and had trouble sleeping last night ( Read more... )

i'm feeling much better lately, though i feel like i have opened a whole heap of wounds and have put a lid back on them without resolving anything. i guess sometimes i just need to keep going, acknowledge its there, but come back when im stronger. it was nice just getting out of the house...i have made my room as dark as possible, an extra layer of ( Read more... )

its hard to come up with a reflection on today, as i don't really feel like i lived it. there is not much to write, except to say that im still very emotional and missing my dad. i imagined what it would be like if i bumped into him somewhere...what i'd do...it saddens me that we may never meet again...but i know it kind of needs to be that way. i ( Read more... )

i've been quite emotional today. i really spent the day reading, and wandering around uni. it was rainy, which i enjoyed very much, it seemed to reflect my state of mind. i couldn't help but stand under the jacaranda trees and marvel at the beauty, and the petals spread across the green, green grass ( Read more... )

first entry, so i guess im supposed to create fireworks. life has been so boring lately, feel like im on holidays and im not allowed to play. i'm full of confusion, a little sadness, but it feels kinda nice, like a rainy day and being under the doona. i miss a very good friend of mine who is in the uk at the moment, i miss feeling the closeness and ( Read more... )