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consequences...
in trying to process these feelings, I'm stuck wondering if I even have the right to be upset. I mean, on the one hand, I definitely am destroyed, on a number of levels. 3 months ago I fought against this from the very beginning. I was scared of what the aftereffects were going to be. regret? anger? confusion? a breakup? it's not like we had a ( Read more... ) -
let's just be honest. let's just be real.
I just need to ramble a bit...
sometimes, I just wanna scream. I have so much built up frustration that just needs to be released, but I always hold myself back from expressing it. it's my own fault really. I never want to be in a position where something that I've said or done has severely hurt someone else. that's why I struggle so much with ( Read more... ) -
the final curtain call
when life hands you lemons, they say you're supposed to make lemonade. only in my case, life didn't hand me lemons. I got the lemonade right off the bat.
and it was damn good lemonade. the perfect mix of sour and sweet. made from the finest lemons picked at the peak of ripeness. the type of lemonade that just made you go "ahhhh" after a nice sip.
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It's happening again...and by "it" I mean that recurring conflict between myself and, well, myself. It's so annoying. And it seems to happen all the time. Should I do this...? Should I not do that...? What's going to happen either way...? Just writing this entry is causing a small internal struggle. I wonder what the consequences are going to be ( Read more... ) -
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I'm naked ( Read more... ) -
...surprise surprise...
Needless to say, I caved...heh. Some things will just never change. I was looking online though, and I found this interesting website. There were a bunch of useful tips on it, including a list of important rules to follow. There were 14 of them, but these resonated strongest with me ( Read more... ) -
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I guess Common hit the nail right on the head when he said "I guess we all ben through it where we tried too much...losing yourself and your mind and stuff ( Read more... ) -
Reality Strikes Back
I can't believe it's really Christmas Eve. Didn't we just celebrate the end of the year holidays like...last week? Well, I feel like we did ( Read more... ) -
Nice...it's been almost a year.
They say time flies when you're having fun...
...no wonder my clocks haven't gotten wings yet.
Summer's over. It's back to Hartford at the end of the week. Yay...right? -
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I can't even wrap my mind around these situations we always seem to find ourselves in. Why do they continually happen? Is there some higher meaning to all of this? Because if there is, it really needs to present itself. Fast.
To be perfectly honest, it was a nice chat. It gave us a chance to catch up on things, seeing as we had not spoken for ( Read more... )