What does it mean to be an adult ( Read more... )

What can you do ( Read more... )

To the man who I used to call my toy ( Read more... )

so heres where we are now...I am hanging out with both laural and lucy...laural is asleep...lucy is not...so neither am I...I think I am now the pet of a pornstars girlfriend...I havnt slept. Period. Way tooo long...Its starting to hurt...this acid isnt clean...I can feel it in my spine...that hurts too...I might have fucked myself over for school ( Read more... )

Words and faces ( Read more... )

What would you say? What fantastic words of wisdom would you bestow if you were confronted with just one chance? One chance to make a change in one persons life, but you only got as many lines as I have seconds that I can hold back tears. What would you tell me if I told you who I really was? If I told you that I am coming down right now and I feel ( Read more... )

I love hangovers. I love that delicious feeling when your muscles all just ( Read more... )

4 months is a long time to have it end so fast, no warning, no explanation, no one to blame or beat up except myself. It hit me like a nuclear weapon, so much destruction that I was to shocked to feel the pain but now I can feel the toxic waste of endless questions that it left behind twisting everything I am. If you dont know what I am talking ( Read more... )

yeah for getting really drunk and not making it home or going to sleep, and waking up with people who are just as confused as you, and finding vicodin in your pocket and generally not knowing what happened...on school nights!!!!!

grrr...why is it so hard to make adrenaline go away after you are done with it? and why the fuck does it make me want to smoke soooooo bad!!!! But no, I shall not smoke (much) since I just got my lip pierced and I really would rather avoid an infection. When I told my boyfreind about this rather recent event, he told me I should get my nipples ( Read more... )