The pain that has come up in me is worse then ever.... worse then i want to even speak of.... i thought i was past it... i thought my mind had pushed it out.... i thought i could move in my life.... i had a friend tonight what has happened to me ..... she understood very well she to was hurt be on all believe.......she knew what hurt and why... ( Read more... )

I AM IN SAN FRAN AIRPORT RIGHT BOUT NOW AND AM WAITING TO GET ON MY PLANE TO JAPAN... OH I CANT WAIT.... JUST KNOWING THAT I AM GOING TO SEE CHAD AGAIN.... OH I JUST CANT WAIT... WELL YA ANYWAYS JUST WANTED TO GIVE AN UPDATE ( Read more... )

dont you love when your so called friends ignore you... i have called at least 5-8 times since yesterday but still no call.... ya fuck that... i leave in 3 days and he would rather be with that sorry little fucking bitch.... sorry to day it but fuck that.... Whatever... he doesnt have to get anything of his back of anything he wants..... fucking ( Read more... )

well i get married tomorrow and ya well chad got here yesterday... after of course driving to the airport twice... ya fucking great wasnt it... well ya i am gettig married.. cant wait to marry him... I love him with all my heart and soul... I just want to be a good wife and mother to his childern.... Well ya i got a call from my mom to day asking ( Read more... )

4 years ago.... she left this planet with love all around her and hearts breaking ever second ( Read more... )

I will post tomorrow night.. to tried tonight to think and not enough time.. love you chad... and you are a fucking dork but i love you so much.... i just thought of something.. i will email you.. love ya laters..

There he goes... screen went black and the tears just didnt stop... she knows he will be back but just having a very very shitty day and now not talking to him for a week... that is so hard on her... i hurt so bad inside right now.. my heart hurts... i have been trying to show my friend the happy victoria... i show them that i am strong but on the ( Read more... )

i am all for freedom of speech. i may not agree with this war but i certainly support each and every person in Iraq doing their job which ensures that W/we are able to enjoy the liberties that W/we do ( Read more... )

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Pat, Matt, Doug, Jon, Mark, and the damn stripper Heather were all sitting in chris living talking. i was in chris room talking to him and i hear them say alicias name so i walk out there... well i walked in to the middle of a conversation bout how all of the guys shoudl get tested cuz of of them pat, matt, mark, doug, and chris have slept with my ( Read more... )