feeling far from home

thoughts go 'round

they pick me up

then slam me to the ground

wake up call

but i'v checked out

this world isnt so small

i paced through today

on some kinda trip

and nothing went my way

wheres that poison? i need a sip.

i'm at work. i'm really bored. so i'll write ( Read more... )

there is not a creative bone in my body right now.

and this is the worst i have felt in a long time.

i just feel asleep at work ( Read more... )

dan. the last entry was not about you.

too many things go unsaid

i have long since left you.
even tho, i still feel there.
you really wouldnt know it either way.

when your deaded eyes open
every shining morning
do u shy away from a mirror,
so not to see the burned out image
that would lie before.
do u feel half empty
or so sadly half there.

who will ever know?

just as tears are lost in the rain

and rain and tears, in time

we are lost in this dream

a dream we can't remember.

obligated love relates
torture to memories

being a face
that's a reminder of a place

that once was so damaging.

at your request,
a sleeved heart
laying myself out
to map on your own

as if you deserve even that.

officially fucking done writing in livejournal.
nothing but drama that i dont need.

mood:: PISSED OFF

yeah craig.