writing in this thing wasn't as fun, but now i'm back to thinking it's ok. i avoided it because there was simply too much to type and eyes were only out to report my new endeavours. rotten luck, but that's all over with. i've had enough time to sort out my affairs and since my last privacy breach, terms have changed. i can say anything, as i've ( Read more... )

Chris Cano of Dallas, Texas is coming down to visit soon. he asked me if i wanted to hang out, but i figured news travels to him anyway...so whichever friend of his, a huge ass loser that's for certain, reads this can tell him i said "yes, i'd like to hang out."
thanks for nothing shitface.

i am crawling out of my skin right now, mostly because i can't sleep and moreover because there's way too much going on when my life should be flatlining. i've tried to read, i've tried listening to music and nothing will funnel my thoughts into one area ( Read more... )

i totally just registered for the april 16th MCAT.

i had a terrible friday.
and right now all i can't think about is josh. josh, josh, josh.
i've had horrible dreams and nightmares. i wake up blue in the face.
he constantly hounds my mind. i want nothing more than to talk to adam, but when i see that boy i have no voice.

the only people i've seen since i've been back in town are eddie, my sister, my mom and debbie. i came to realize that i really love debbie and that i'm glad i've known her since we were 6. it doesn't even matter how i say things, i never feel like i'm not explaining myself thorougly enough for her to get it ( Read more... )

i got my nose pierced. on the right side and not the left as it is done traditionally in india. brittany tells me in the indian culture the nose is pierced on the left to help with fertility ( Read more... )

happy 4th of july to all.

so...i've had classes here and stuff. all day pretty much. by the time i get out i don't even want to explore anymore ( Read more... )

Seattle is really great and I really am spending time with a lot of doctors who are conducting seminars and/or just talking to us. The weather here is ridiculously wonderful and so is the campus. They have small gardens scattered all over with artichoke and valerian root growing. Stuff like that. It's unreal to me. I smelled a rose bush today which ( Read more... )