It's nice that the past 4 and a half years ( Read more... )

(I needed someone to talk to. So under the guise of wanting to see my sister, I get to see the computer.)

Honestly though..I need sympathy, tons and pounds of it. Oh I need a job too. And who wants to give me a car?
After the whole reckless abandonment thing I pretty much just want to die.

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But there are some things I appreciate, ( Read more... )

K so this is my life now ( Read more... )

I think I achieved a higher level of understanding about.. almost everything.

Trouble is, knowledge can be so disruptive.

I feel pretty much done with lj, *cringe* But I'm not going too far.

"My little pre-teen junkie.."
"I'm NOT a pre-teen"

I saw two bees outside today. S P R I N G. finally ( Read more... )

I haven't slept in 3 days. {{twitch}}

I can't do this. I hate being at the library. I swear.. people are watching me.

Then again maybe not.

I was driving around getting high last night and when "Jesse's Girl" came on the radio I just started to cry. See, before it was cool and on the radio, we turned them corners on the north end with the 80's up ( Read more... )

Where do I go when I disappear for days/weeks at a time...?

I don't even know.

everyone on the D.L..: Still no decision. made yet.

"You know Desiree, it's not all about sex."

"I know. There's drugs and rock n roll too."

poor neglected el-gay.♥

OMGgggg. I'm going back to New Orleans on friday and I just can't explain.. how non- ( Read more... )

What up sluts ( Read more... )

((My once-weekly post-weekend "update"?))

Dear Livejournal:

It's over.

But I'm not a quitter
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-5th cup of coffee-
I need cigarettes again.

fuck.

My new icon (thanks to hopes_fears !!!) is of me and my hands and Adam Carver's scarf I stole last December. And a roLLeD uP DoLLa ( Read more... )

My life is easily compared to a crack in a window that just keeps spreading and growing. Or cancer. Cancer spreads and grows.
+Speaking of cancer; if anyone is interested in buying cigarettes for me I smoke marlboro menthol 100's.+Walk up the creepy stairwell in Lincoln and what do you get? 20 Thugs and their 8th grade sluts. With strobe lights and ( Read more... )

You all suck.

-&-

In rehab I:+Learned how to make kiddie acid ( Read more... )