can we move on from this life?

[nbetweedreams]

I have never been surrounded by such selfish people in my life. I am miserable, and can't do anything about it. I am trying my best to be good at what I do, and finish a part of school, so I have some accomplishment for all I have worked for, and it is all a joke to most of my friends, including the most important one. I don't know what to do

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[wallstormer]

Don't mean to intrude, and I know we don't talk much anymore, but I just wanted to say that bad feelings always pile up when they're cooped up... I don't know if you've talked to your guy, but maybe if you just tell him that you want to know how he really feels, or at least spend some time doing something new, he'll be able to appreciate that. After all, relationships of any kind are always better when both people are happy.

Good luck!

[nbetweedreams]

You're not intruding. I have talked to him.. the problem is that he lives far away, and doesn't make time during the week to talk, and I know he is busy with work, but he doesn't find other ways to SHOW me he loves me.. he just kinda says "I told you long distance is hard and to be prepared" But I don't think long distance relationships have to be like that... you don't have to accept they will suck, you make them awesome in ways most couples can't.. but I am a hopeless romantic, and I put my all into relationships, and well, he is pretty disconnected from most relationships in his life, but that's another story for another time. It's just so draining to always be the one worrying about it all the time, but if I didn't I wouldn't have what I want either :(