I hope I'm a better mom.

I'm kinda lost as to what to do. I absolutely love the person I am with. I never thought I would get a second chance with him. It's better than I ever though it could be, but there is so much wrong right now. He is very closed off, and doesn't open up to anyone.. like ever. I think the pain of my last few relationships are showing, because I am not ( Read more... )

I made one of the biggest mistakes in my life. I guess that is how we learn, though. The hardest part about falling for someone younger than you and not as mature.. is that they aren't as committed to a relationship, and they don't value the things you do.. Or at least that is how it has happened for me in the past two. It was so easy for him to ( Read more... )

I want to be that girl that makes you think.. that brings you to everywhere your dreams come true and where you can forget reality for just a moment and live in it. Unfortunately I am far too open to be that girl and I  am far too straight forward. Sometimes I feel as though this is the reason my romances never succeed, but I don't see me being any ( Read more... )

My friend does this, so I thought I might try it even though not too many people read my blog. =] Have fun!

Comment anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a thought, a fear, a love, an opinion -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your ( Read more... )

I hate that everything is perfect and I feel like my happiness is temporary. For no reason. =\

Love Always and Forever,
Shannah Bannanah

Why do we put ourselves in these positions? We love with every ounce of our beings and the next day our friends are holding us, speechless. It happens more than it should and it breaks my heart to see the people I love hurt so much because of something we can't control. And sometimes there isn't anything you can say because they will disagree but ( Read more... )

I really like him a lot, and I don't doubt that he likes me.. I just don't think he will like me for very long.. I mean.. I think he will get bored and that has been weighing me down a lot lately. I'm scared as to why he likes me and when he will leave me. I don't want him to leave me ( Read more... )

Interviewed at an Animal Medical Clinic today. *crosses fingers* I think it went well, although I think they like ot be nice and genuine to anyone interviewing just to help calm nerves. I hope I get it. <3

Love Always and Forever,
Shannah Banannah

Sadtimes. Happy Camper is closing early because the bank is being douchey. Employees can't get paid. So.. now we are closing this Saturday. And all of this means??.. Today is my last day of work there :'( Now what?

Love Always and Forever,
Shannah Banannah