So I'm on suicide watch now. At the range last Sunday, I couldn't think of doing anything but blowing my brains out w/the M-16, and...well...that's not right. So, here I am
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Technically I'm not supposed to be doing this. However, I thought it'd be good to just drop in and let everyone know I'm still alive. It's quicker than calling everyone, anyways
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This is probably going to be my last post before I leave for BCT. I'll be back for the holidays, and I'll be getting back in touch with everyone then (in forms other than letters, because I better be getting those! lol). Let me just lay down a few things; ideas and things I'm doing, just so we all know what's up
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"Friend." That word has never made me burst into tears before. Before. Today, however, things changed a bit. Bonnie. Yes, her. The old wound, the ex-girlfriend, the one I'll never
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Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
I'm truly sorry for anything I said that might've offended people while I was down in Ft. Myers. I was deeply depressed and anything but rational at the time. If this silence is because of that...please break it, even if only to yell at me. I need to know that someone's listening. I'm so scared right now, and I don't even know why. I just need to
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