I seriously can't get anywhere. I can't borrow anyone's car, my grandparents are stuck at home until Friday because their driveway is getting paved. Hell, I can't even call anyone from my cellphone b/c I don't get service where I'm at, and I'd rather not call from the land line because I feel like I'm being a strain as it is. I have no idea what's ( Read more... )

...I was kinda hoping for a "alright, let's try to work something out" from someone. That was the whole idea of the transportation overture of the previous post, but hey *shrugs*. I'll keep trying to work something out from this end. Sarah, I *know* I'm going to see you, if no one else. Even if I have to steal a car lol. And, while I'm joyriding, I ( Read more... )

Good news: I'm back in GA, in Cartersville.
Bad news: I'm stuck here. No transportation. If you want to see me, it looks like I'll probably need your help.

What's really been bothering me lately is the idea that I'm probably going to be alone for the next five years. What I'm looking for is very hard to find and even harder to implement with the lifestyle I'll be leading...and I'm scared. Very scared. I really don't want to be alone. Everything else has just been me lashing out at whatever's been ( Read more... )

I'll be getting to ATL at approx. 9:30 tonite. Tomorrow thru the 23rd I'm free, so you guys better see about filling up my time.

In the last 24 Hours have you ( Read more... )

...despite everything, I've never hated my life as much as I do tonight. I surround myself with friends who, through no fault of their own, can give what I hope for. I'm signing my life away to something I know very little about, probably to my own ruin, just to avoid college. I can't even believe it if someone tells me they love me. Friends, ( Read more... )

am I even coming up? Honestly, there's no point. It's only going to hurt for me. See, I have this rare and wonderful ability to always manage to ask the one thing from any given friend that they, for one reason or another, can't give. So it's like, pointless to expect myself to be satisfied by friends, because I can't reconcile what I want with ( Read more... )

Deal with me or leave me the fuck alone. All of you reading this know me well enough to know that sometimes I can be a complete, irrational asshole. Chances are, you are at times as well. That's all part of being infallible and human. We deal with it. We accept it. We move on. Hell...some of us even appreciate others more for their imperfections ( Read more... )

...because I got mad b/c she tried to turn a discussion we were having ( Read more... )