As far back as I can remember I've had this gut feeling that I will end up alone. The character in the movie who wrongs everybody and ends up with what he deserves while the audience feels no compassion and even pleasure at his suffering ( Read more... )

wow just worked out for the first time in months and I feel sick...couldn't even do 21s. I wish I had though. Anyway got 110% on my caculus test which is retarded in a good way. And why the fuck do bugs always fly into my face when I'm walking. Stupid morons.

I wish I could still surprise myself somehow.

this lump in my throat is tenatious and it's a shame that it's my only inspiration but I guess that's how it is when the life has been sucked out and splattered all over some screen ( Read more... )

They painted up your secrets ( Read more... )

Muse
Nov 2
sweeeeeeet

tears me to shreds.

I miss you like hungry flowers miss the sun in the night.

9 hours of class straight, no breaks. After a day like that, you just have to come home and smoke a joint.

this time of year again and I'm falling with the leaves
take a picture as I float to the ground
while all I need is your hand to fall into
time lapse, watch me decompose into the earth
reds and oranges go to dirt browns
and you chuckle as the insects crawl through