Todayyyy I ate a jalapeno. It was good, until about 20 minutes after I ate it, when I forgot that I had eaten it and rubbed my eye. At that point I endured one of the most painful things I have ever experienced. Now everything is foggy out of my left eye and I just wanna sleep ( Read more... )

I feel like being numb. There is no escape anymore. Even my dreams defy me ( Read more... )

gotta love feeling unwelcome in your own house.

god damn I am bored
and when I'm bored I smoke
and when I smoke I don't feel like doing anything
and then I get bored

and so the politics begin.

It is our ability to think that makes us periled as a race. Other speceis do just fine with their time here without conscious thought to guide, or more accurately, misguide them. Our accomplishments mean nothing on a large scale and thus so does our thought. All it does is makes us second guess, reevaluate, analyze, and over analyze our actions ( Read more... )

what is it that makes it so hard for some people to be happy with what they have?

being yourself? That's the easy part. Finding out who your 'self' is, now that's a challenge.

After all this time I feel like I'm entitled to so little and am always taken for granted.
Well, not always.

WHEN WILL YOU FUCKING REALIZE ANYTHING?