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[ncgoodgirl]

i feel like a 6 year old crying for their mommy. I never knew that i needed her this much or i wouldnt have treated her that bad before she left. im starting to find out things about myself that i really dont like i had my first panic attack last night... i thought id had one before but boy was i wrong its like a couldnt breathe and i felt sick it

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Hello hunnie..

[navaehs_tear]

I know....You were pretty bad last night but I'm glad you called me...I'll alwyas be there for you and I can honestly say I know how it is to grow up wit out ur mom and still b 14 or 15 years old crying cause u want your mom...I've had to watch my mom leave soo many times and every time it seems to get worse...especially now that I'm older and I understand y she's leaving and shit...But I just can't stand it sometimes...I just lose it too...I'm really sorry that you have to go through all that! If I could I'd take the pain away because I KNOW it hurts and I'd hoped for the longest time that no other person would have to go through the same shit that I was subducted to...But I alone can't change the world I can just be there for the ones who are...and let them know everythings gonna b alright....luv ya gurlie!! Remember that I'm here for ya!
*~*NeVaEh*~*

Re: Hello hunnie..

[ncgoodgirl]

i kno u are same here..... ty