I'm not even gonna try to explain my mood b/c there are no words....the only words I can think of to describe me right now are....cold, empty, lonly, scared, the list could go on I guess but I just can't think of any more right now I don't really wanna type anything else b/c it seems that everyone already knows my business...so I'm just gonna leave ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while but shit is still going pretty shitty...Me and Will broke up b/c I'm a dumbass and now I don't know what is going on...I wanna cry and I've been crying for the past 2 days now and I feel like I'm being ripped from the inside...But I'm gonna shut up for now and post some lyrics so comment me if u wish ( Read more... )

This entry is for my very wonderful fiance...Will...I love you baby soo much...More than anything in this whole wide world you are my baby boi forever!! You have always been there for me....always always always...And I'm in a very good mood so I decided to write and entry just for you!! You were always there for me to cry on to laugh with or just ( Read more... )

Well I'm not exactly sure how things are going right now...But I think I'm pretty much typing to myself cause I don't even think ne ones reads these things ne ways..but oh well...Things between me and Will are ok I guess...Well with us together their great just that minor damn detail that he's BANNED from my house kinda fucks a few things up if ya ( Read more... )

Hello all how is everyone doing today? I could be better I have a buttload of family up 2 uncles 1 aunt and 5 cousins...not exactly what I would call "fun" but oh well I guess....I haven't gotten to see Will too much this past week cause I was grounded from him and the phone for a week and I got off today so he came over for about 45 min...but it's ( Read more... )

Hello all...How is everyone this very dismal/bright day...I am farley good..bored and I wish that I could see will but i'm alive...I've seen my mom a few times since the last update and both times that she has come up to the house have both been hell...The first time we had to go through the whole mom don't leave she pushes up outta the way and ( Read more... )

Hello all sorry I haven't updated in a long time my grandpa locked me out of the damn computer...bastard...lol ne ways let's see if I can sum some shit up on how shit's been going l8tly...well, all I really have to say is that life has been both awesome and really shit all at the same time...which is pretty normal for me but ne ways...god...lol it ( Read more... )

Today has been okay...I had to go to the orothodontist and they fucked with my teeth so their a little sore. But I've gotten to talk to my baby for a while today so I'm ok...I miss you soooo much Will...18 days are gonna drag by soooo slow...I can not wait till u get back!! Also today, I got to talk to some of my old friends that I had on msn ( Read more... )

this was a fucked up quiz but hell I got my old councelor back so maybe it'll help..lol lol j/k j/k I dunno bout this damn thing...Ne ways..I miss you soo much Will and I can't wait till u get to come back down! I love you! and I'll ttyl
*AnGeL*

Take the quiz: "Should you tell someone about your problems?"

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This is fuckin bullshit...Last night my mom told my grandparents everything bad that I've done...I NEVER would have thought that she would have done that. She always said "naa, Jessy, I don't care." Well aparentally she does or maybe she just had one of those "I am A BIG CHRISTIAN" days of hers again..she does that sometimes but never as bad as ( Read more... )