I think this one is a little more closer to me than the other one was...I miss you soo much Will...I feel that we are a million miles apart!! I can't wait for u to get back down here!! Tell your mom and Tripp that I said hi and to keep ur punk ass outta trouble so u can come back down and please try to have fun while ur up there please baby...Well ( Read more... )

Hello all...Srry I haven't updated in a while...I just figured out how to get back online since my uncle came up and tore the damn computer to fuckin pieces...*not literally*...He erased my whole file...and in that file I had pictures, poems, conversations between friends that I can't get back and just a bunch of shit that is now gone! OOHHH god ( Read more... )

Well pplz...Me and Will are back together...I know that that is gonna kill Colby but it's what I see as right...as this very moment I am content...I feel bad in some ways for what I've done to Colby but it's just the things that he's done that has made me make up my mind as I have...And he told me that if I went back out with Will that him and I ( Read more... )

Well shit at home isn't gettin any more easier either...But I think finally things w/ all my guy problems maybe coming to an end...Both of them are gettin ready to move to different states and maybe that's when I'll lose it all...Colby is moving up to Michigan and Will is probably going back to Virginina *or how ever u spell it* I don't really ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to tell ya'll about my life this time...Life right now is still pretty shitty...I have not gotten to sleep b4 2 or 3 in the past 4 nites. I have either been crying till I couldn't anymore or talkin Colby out of stupid bullshit...Last nite I cried for god only knows how long...Colby took 20 250mg of Hydrocoden and I was so scared ( Read more... )

*~*I wish that I would just disappear...because then no one would like/love me and I wouldn't have to hurt anyone...and all the pain that I feel and the other person would/is feeling wouldn't have to feel it any more. My past couple of weeks have had a very big variation...one day being happy and then the next I'm bawling my eyes out b/c of my own ( Read more... )

Ok Will...I'm updating this thing...lol!! just for u!! I love spending time wit chu baby!! well i'm gonna write about shit that probably no body knows/cares bout but u... I love you ( Read more... )

My days since about yesterday have been either good or great... But from about Friday nite to about Wednesday have been hell w/ people at school and I've had to make this really big decision between these two guys and everyone kept putting it as some easy little choice but in all reality it's not! I have not even wanted to go to school l8tly but I ( Read more... )

Me and my b/f of a lil over 5 months just broke up tonite...and I yea I love him but I just couldn't do it anymore...I dont' know what is goin on in my head anymore... Life has showed me almost just how bad it can be. I can remember almost every good day and I know I can remember all the bad ones too...I just don't know which one levels out over ( Read more... )

Have you ever been soo confused about soemthing that has been on your mind for a long time and not have anyone to talk to about it...well that's where i'm at today...i'm tired of life and the way it's going!! I don't wanna pitty or for anyone to feel sorry for me and I don't wanna talk about it soo i'm just gonna shut up and type my poems ( Read more... )