Bleh. Thats my attitude towards everyone and everything. I'm sad, ALL the time. I want to cry all the time. I feel like no one understands. I don't even understand. I just wish I could stop feeling this way...

wow another update in less then a month... i'm on a roll ( Read more... )

SO its been about 10 months since I last updated. Wow have things sure have changed since the last time I wrote in this thing. One, I did end up quitting Sears, got anew job in December and quit just last week due to the fact that I got married, am starting to pack up my things because my new husband is going to Korea for a year and I cant go, so ( Read more... )

So my family came and went. They arrived on the 6th and half of them left the 13th and my parents, brother and 2 cousins stayed an extra day adn left the 7th. I miss my mom sooo much. It was soo good to have her here and everyone for that matter. My family met Davids family so that was good. I was extremely anxious about it, but everyone got ( Read more... )

So vacation has gone and past. I started back to work yesterday. I think I'm going to get fired from American Eagle though. I am now full time at Sears and AE left me a couple of messages asking why I haven't showed up to work there. Oh well. Not to much has changed at Sears we're still trying to get rid of the fat ass Larry. I hate that ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated in almost 2 months... I guess I've been too busy and nothing really interesting has happened. All I do is work, every day from morning till night. This 2 jobs thing is wearing me out. It seems like I rarely get to see David and we live together. But that will hopefully change because in July I am going home to ( Read more... )

So my 22nd birthday came and went. It was this past Tuesday. Nothing too eventful happened. We went and picked up our puppy from Davids parents and had lunch with them. (They watched him while we were in Georgia). Then I came home and relaxed and had a lazy day. The best kind ( Read more... )

So the past 4 days have been rather interesting... Wednesday morning David woke me up with a new little puppy. His name is Reggie and hes a black lab/golden retriever mix. Hes all black except for about 10 hairs on his chest... he is the cutest thing EvEr!!! Hes sound asleep right now, but unfortunately it wont last the entire night. We have to ( Read more... )

Well I have my car here in South Carolina now! It was a bitch getting it here though. We had to drive a whole bunch. Last weekend we went to Havelock so I could get my car. But first Friday at 3pm I had an interview with Bath and Body Works. Now it was for a leadership position, but the whole thing is kinda shady so I am going to pass on that ( Read more... )

Sooo Elysha came and went. Her and Keith got here at 5:30 in the morning 2 saturdays ago. We didn't do much but I had fun. David had to work all weekend which completely sucked but we made do. Saturday night Keith, Elysha, me, and Keiths friend Shawn went out to eat and then we came back here and drank some beer and played cards. Sunday Elysha ( Read more... )