yesterday was fun times at communion. siouxie tribute. saw lots of friends, danced a little.

tonight, ministry and thrill kill with suzzanne and lotus and afterwards...communion again with james and co. tonight should be amazing. i cannot wait...

here are some concert dates and events going on this month and next. if anyone's interested in going to any let me know ( Read more... )

so my mom goes to medina lake every sunday with her group of realtor friends and yesterday invited carina and i to come along with her. i hadn't gone to bed yet and it was 8 in the morning so seeing as how i wasn't tired i said ok. i didn't really know what to expect because i had never been to a lake. it was amazing though. it wasn't too sunny but ( Read more... )

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i just spent the last hour reading my entries from 2002 and 2003. i cannot believe the effect jose had on me. i sound like such an idiot. if i only knew then what i know now i could have really saved alot of heartache. and i sure as hell am going to make sure i have an amazing halloween and birthday this year. no more half ass celebrations for me. ( Read more... )

i just officially had my ass handed to me in a game of poker. alex,james,carina,and i played for 2 hours. there were laughs aplenty and a good time was had by all. of course i did get eliminated about 3/4 the way through. i believe we are going to be establishing a weekly poker night. i had better get a job quick if i want to keep playing ( Read more... )

i went swimming today with carina. she told me i had to get some color on my pale skin so she forced me to stay in the pool for three hours. yeah i got color alright and now i'm sunburned all over my shoulders. oh well the damage has been done so no use crying aboot it. at least i did get real color on my arms and legs ( Read more... )

i feel i hate myself at times. i feel like such a fucking dumbass. i wish there were something i could do about the fact i overanalyze EVERYTHING. i hate that i put so much into what isn't even important and diminish what is. i just don't know what to do anymore. i feel like i should just stop caring about everything. other people always focus on ( Read more... )

today was a thoroughly disappointing, near wasteful, depressing day. i woke up around 2:30, ate some french toast sticks, took a shower, got all vained up, left to work to buy this amzing 3 screened 6 foot high 39 candle holder, then spent about 15 minutes trying to find ways to get it into my car thus giving up and realizing my mom would have to ( Read more... )

that or it's a brain tumor. for the passed week and a half my head has been throbbing and in a very odd place i might add. i hope it's nothing serious ( Read more... )