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the talk part I
Last night I was feeling brave and odd and I decided to start a conversation with dan about how i was strangely attracted to the guy who was teaching my good form running class. not in the 'you are actually an attractive human being' but more like 'i am so horny i could jump your bones' why? why oh why would i feel that way is beyond me. Lately I ( Read more... ) -
holla
I can not believe I just figured this out. I had completely forgotten that I had a livejournal and now i'm gonna write again. mainly because no one knows i have one. its amazing. if you are reading this please don't comment i don't want to know that anyone reads this, i just want to pour my heart out.
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i am afraid to say things outloud in case someone holds it against me? what if it is all just me being uncertain, or discouraged and next week i will be fine? what if its just tracy chapman getting me melancholy. -
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So i'm hiding in my friends room, who doesn't know i'm in here, until my boss megan leaves the rec hall, its terrible, how long does it take to clean the rec hall? usually 5 minutes, but megan takes like 25!!!! this is just miserable, i'm supposed to leave in 4 minutes to go meet kids and i don't want to come out of anna's room for her to say " ( Read more... ) -
frozen plastic mugs are great.
I started knitting again, I haven't knitted since I broke up with michael. perhaps its was because i had his knitting needles. Megan gave me this random pair and some yarn and since there isn't anything good on people.com I started knitting. And drinking. Sometimes drinking feels like a cop out. like i don't watn to deal with my problems so i ( Read more... ) -
changing
This picture of me is from 5 years ago. I had long hair and now its that short again. I miss the length, the feminity of having long hair. curling it in rollers, the oohhhhs and ahhs of people wishing they could have my hair. I will have that hair again ( Read more... ) -
what a difference from last year
This morning I woke up next to my new husband. As I was laying there I thought "this is my first birthday of many with my husband, weird" and without opening his eyes he said "happy birthday baby" cute ( Read more... ) -
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ok, i'm doing alright, i'm doing alright. Its funny I am not stressed one bit about getting married. Actually marrying dan and being married. I'm more stressed about getting the wedding put together and my mother inviting everyone when originally it was going to be 3 people. Ashley, Dan and I. ha that sounds like a 3-some. I sold more stock so ( Read more... ) -
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I'm getting married....in like 2 weeks. yip yip -
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seahawks game tomorrow. woot woot.