Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long

im back in the squadbay and the lights are out, its kinda good to be back. see the guys i havent seen in two weeks cuz ive been w/ these guys since mid-october training w/ them every day and next week i gotta say goodbye to some really good friends ive made. IM FUCKING TIRED OF GOODBYES! i recently had to say goodbye to a real good friend. but ( Read more... )

the holdays are over. that means my holiday leave is over. i have to go back to the squadbay tommorrow. that means getting back into those bdu's. i havent worn those things in over two weeks and that is a real long time to be away from training and the grunt lifestyle. its only one more week and then i graduate on monday which means my schooling is ( Read more... )

today really sucked i went out shopping to find a coat but no shops were open cuz of fuckin new years it doesnt even feel like a damn holiday like x-mas or something it just feels like a regular day to me but im not hungover! the day did have a twist to it though, at carls jr i saw my ex-buddy,bryce, and i was gonna say hi but his mother was ( Read more... )