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its been so long since i last posted something here. so neglected ( Read more... )

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah ( Read more... )

you never fail to make me go all the way up so high and send me crashing down the next second. just like a roller coaster ride.

but trust me, i dont enjoy it. not a single bit.

"for so long, ive never seen you in a skirt or a dress. im sure ive gotten myself a girlfriend and not a boyfriend right ( Read more... )

alright, ignore my previous post my dear friends as ive been better since that time. things happened and i think it'd be better for us if i put it past and move on. he'd never read this anyway ( Read more... )

Im losing myself. Slowly. Id slowly be killing myself. Bit by bit. I can feel it.

old pain doesnt completely die. time may sooth it, stroke over it until it looks like it has healed, but it never dies properly. it stays with you, it lives in the cracks of your soul, waiting for moments when you feel true pain.

ah, im damn damn lazy to retype everything and i am pretty much lazy to type properly as well since the stupid "shift" button dropped off. and my laptop looks pathetic right now.

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another thing to deal with, my grandmother just passed away ( Read more... )