haven't posted in a long while...school started for me...Red Mountain High School...sucks...everything looks the same...real easy to get lost...anyways...I've found a new love...maybe he won't turn out to be so bad...his name is Justin...but he doesn't start school till tommorrow...he has to go to a military school...i won't see him for a really ( Read more... )

anyone know how to load an icon? keep getting an error page...or is that just me?

well got the blood test done...and other tests (can never be too careful)...and well my "sickness" is the same as tiff's just not as bad (thank god)...but it does explain why i keep getting these bruises all over...i mean one day i won't have a single mark on my arm...then the very next day i'll have a huge friggin bruise in the very same spot!! ( Read more... )

i feel bad...my best friend tiff is in the hospital...or soon to be...she has something called itp i think...her platelets are real low...meaning whenever she gets bruised it turns a bright deep red with purple...basically if she gets poked kinda hard she gets a bruise the size of a silver dollar on her skin...that's scary...well most of my friends ( Read more... )

went to the mall by myself...tried to find some clothes...had no such luck...got some looks from a few guys...but they all looked like thugs...which wasn't weird...cuz i had that school girl thing goin on...i didn't even realize that until now...short pleated plaid skirt, knee high socks, french cut hat, black blazer (curtosy of hot topic), and red ( Read more... )

sigh...found out that mike was cheating on me...don't blame him...but i broke it off anyway...i never knew that mike was the kind of guy who would do that to me...i really didn't expect it...he was almost perfect...blah...i'm sick of tryin to find a serious relationship...i always put myself out on a limb only to find out that the limb breaks an i ( Read more... )

Celena is back yay!! she spent the night...but well somtimes she can be a real pain in the ass....we're supposed to either go to a party (which is bound to go bad because of cops, gettin out of hand, or someone is gonna get killed) maybe we'll just go to the boring movies again....Jesse called me once again...that's it i'm gettin my cell number ( Read more... )

turns out that Amber (stupid fat bitch) does like Chris (my very thin ex) an she has for a very long time....but he doesn' like her (ha)....she lied to my face...she told me that she didn't like Chris (when I was dating him)....but i knew that she did...she flirted with him at school....i walked up to her one day after havin to take it for so long ( Read more... )

Celena is over at Amber's and i am literally bored to tears.....she's been over there since Friday.....i don't like Amber an Amber doesn't like me.....her parents don't like me either......but o well......they (her parents) act like their in high school more than i do.......they categorize me as 'gothic' before they even knew my name..........it ( Read more... )

i never knew that i would go out with one of my best guy friends...but i just hope that he's better than all the rest and different from all the rest.......when he kissed me on the cheek (it may seem a bit small) but i got tingly all over......it was great.....an when we kissed on the lips.....sigh.....i literally saw fireworks.....i've known him ( Read more... )