whatever happened to me that made me become this incredibly sad&pathetic little girl has got to be stopped. i will remind myself everyday to try. so maybe i can finally do something right with my life.
i wrecked my car christmas eve from drunk driving. thank god im alive. now im in serious debt, my parents have completly lost hope and there is only tension while im at home. and its completly my fault. im failing over and over again. im ready for 2007. ive get to get it right this time.
sometimes it's these nights that make me feel like i've lost who i am. i'm afraid no one will ever know how to love me. maybe i am just one of those girls, just a girl, always. and it's the same, this cycle. and i don't know if i can break it.