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the shit hath hitteth the fan-eth
my life is hurting right now.
my grandma has alzheimers. she has been living with us now for like 3 weeks. her brother came from australia to help my mom figure out what to do with oma.
it's so hard, i come home from school and have a conversation with her and then 5 minutes later she doesn't remember what we talked about. or we'll look at ( Read more... ) -
RIP: Mike Zombeck
SAN RAMON ( Read more... ) -
Rolling on the Floor Laughing
The enemy is within ( Read more... ) -
in solitude where we are least alone
man, school really really sucks. fuck that place. i really really dont wanna go back tomorrow. its like self-inflicted torture. today sucked mostly except i like being at my house with friends. even though its hecka awkward cuz its hella boring and nothing to do. but i liked it today. i told my dad i got a ticket and he didnt even trip at ( Read more... ) -
wrote this on the fridge
fate is smile ( Read more... ) -
"you said you'd always be there for me, but you're not because of me"
wow. i'm the biggest asshole in the universe sometimes. i can't sleep, i've been staying awake all night like 3 or 4 times a week and then if i fall asleep its at like 6am. this is usually pretty rare for me...its hell of lame, i fuckin hate it. tomorrow i'm off to pine crest, that is gonna be fuckin awesome, i think. i've never been there but ( Read more... ) -
glad to get away from... it all
i'm going to lake don pedro i'm going to lake don pedro neener neener neener you've got a weener!! ahahahahaha
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the only thing that stays the same is change
4 mile beach was so much fun. i love beach nights more than anything. and beach nights on mushrooms, acid, and alcohol are even better. the mushrooms had worn off by the time i took acid and i didn't even trip that hard, i just felt hell of godlike and free and connected, thats why i like acid, because everything feels like a part of everything ( Read more... ) -
chicken pie, chicken pie, to you i never could tell a lie
under an hour before my first last final of this year. i haven't studied yet.. ap art history... i did dream a lot about art though, so i think thats a good sign. i forgot about this a bit, my computer broke, and i love it. and i lost my cell phone and i secretly love that too except when i end up waiting for people who can't call me to tell me ( Read more... ) -
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love love love