well been a long time...

daddy smokes once again..but no one knows shhh i need to keep it a secret woot woot i couldnt be happier

i really need my best friend he is so far away.. i love you richie dont worry things will get better me always there for u baby

you wrecked all my peeps!!! PEEPS!!!!!! good times

cut my wrists....

bug...

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my surgery went good.. yay not that much pain but thats only cuz i was on so much meds i couldnt feel shit ( Read more... )

...surgery is today!

...wish me luck***

...im getting a little scared :(

...i love you baby...

..bug..

**you've got me right where you want me**

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cape may in 6 days! im so excited to go home! me and ali are going down monday and staying with matt.. we are going camping one nite at some lake thing its going to be soo fun.. carleigh, richie, and melissa will all be down and i cant wait to see all them plus everyone that lives there..i will get to see my washington street bathroom buddy tho aka ( Read more... )