I have been doing a fat lot of nothing here in OH. There has been some news,though...plane crash in Lexington, KY, killing all but 1 passenger strongly reassured my phobia of flying. My Very Eager Mother Just Served Us Nine....nevermind, no she didn't. The Descent is highly suspenseful, fairly spooky, with a crap "one last jolt" ending. This town ( Read more... )

On this day last year, I was in front of a television crying to be sure. I walked around campus looking with sickening guilt at all the clean, shiny, laughing people. Weighed down with depression knowing that under the same sky, mixing in the same air, within the confines of the same borders as I and my loved ones, people stood in ankle deep, ( Read more... )

Last night, I was trying to fall asleep, listening to a "trying to fall asleep" playlist on my computer, and so many memories flooded my consciousness. Not sleep, mind you, oh no, that would be too practical. (it's this whole big thing.)In all my most introverted moments in life, I was lying on a bed in the dark listening to music. I really haven't ( Read more... )

I hooked up my computer in my room and it plays DVD'S!!! Yeah, son! I borrowed from Jason Chasing Amy, Kung Fu Hustle, Army of Darkness, and a Dario Argento horror/comedy called Jenifer. Chasing Amy ruled, of course, if you can put up with the unnerving displays of the "there's no such thing as sex without a penis" mentality. If you're not in an ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really can't help, but stare at the walls and daydream about the future. Trying to escape, really, which I DON'T find in my dreams. Gawd, they are so tormented. I'm tired of dreaming. Maybe, if I were superstitious, I would realize how much they are making me appreciate my life more, no matter its disarray. For the first couple days of ( Read more... )

Okay, so the job pays $11/hr., but that's still almost $3 more than I made previously. It's been a pretty intimidating hiring process so far, but if 25 people show up at the same time for the same classes, surely it can't be that hard to learn. Training classes last 3 weeks and are from 10 am to 7 pm. That's a long time. I won't even know my real ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB TODAY! $11.50/hr. X 40 hrs./wk.= Selena's gotta brand new bag ( Read more... )

Well....the most eventful of days, the most interesting, compromising situations, the most noteworthy of all my recent history, is going to go unrecorded, as I have been without a computer for the past 6 days. I can provide a skeleton, but I cannot describe the meat after having been so relieved to get it behind me. I wanted it gone and now it is. ( Read more... )

Okay, so there is just TOO much shit for Myspace. It's makin' me A.D.D and frankly, my vision is starting to blur. I'm gonna keep it simple from now on ( Read more... )

Well, my myspace is finally how I need it to be. Unless, of course, you use Internet Explorer. Then half my music won't show up and the layout will be cockeyed. And unfortunately you HAVE to use internet explorer to view the strangers with candy video, so assuming any of you are into myspace and you might check it out, you can either go between IE ( Read more... )